No more A's.
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|Thu, 09-20-2012 - 2:59am|
I've stopped. No more AP no starting an A. It's all over.
Now I'm starting to panic that H is having an A I don't know about. He's not the type it seems but then I know better. Also, my mother in law...darling lady that she is...keeps saying I should worry about him having an A. That I should be VERY happy if he isn't....that I should kiss the ground he walks on in case he is tempted by someone else. Her ex husband cheated on her. I think she's got some desire to see him do the same to me. I honestly think it would bring her some joy. I'm not going to lie and say her words don't make me feel bad and question him. Who am I to question him anyway? H tells me he loves me constantly, tells me I'm beautiful, he sings songs to me....he has been the old H I used to know lately...almost like a switch!!! He turned back on as soon as I ended my A!!!