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| Fri, 11-28-2003 - 4:14pm |
Over the years we've become better and better friends, but we always joke about how we should have gotten together when we had the chance before I was married. We flirt constantly, and for the last 6 months or so I have found myself fantasizing about him every now and then. He plays on a softball team with my husband, so we see each other at least once a week (we no longer work together, haven't for over 2 years.) We also tend to all go out together every now and then.
Yesterday we had Thanksgiving dinner at a friends house, and everyone got pretty drunk. It got late and everyone was leaving, and my husband wanted to head home too because he didn't feel well. I somehow convinced my husband to let me go to a casino with my guy friend, though I told my husband some of the other girls were going too when I knew it would just be the two of us. I wanted to be alone with him, I wanted him to kiss me and I've wanted it for awhile. Well we did kiss pretty much right away once we were alone, though not anything major, I don't think there was even any tongue involved :-) It was kindof like a friendly thing, except we just kept kissing all night, more than would normally be considered "friendly." Right before he dropped me off at home, I stopped him a block away and told him I'd have to kiss him goodbye then, because I couldn't stand to do it in front of my house. We started to really kiss then, except he stopped and pulled away an inch or two and we were just sitting there breathing on each others lips. He said he couldn't do it because I'm married and and I told him he was right and we had another little peck before he dropped me off.
I thought about it all night, I was so excited and still am. I really enjoyed the night, and I'm not sure what to do with these feelings. I don't think I would ever want to sleep with him or anything, I know waaay too much about him and all of his sexual conquests being such good friends with him all these years. In fact, I don't ever want to do anything beyond kiss him, it's just fun. Can I have a sneaky little secret like that if it never moves beyond tongueless kissing? He seems to think that type of kiss is harmless, and I'm wondering if it really is. What do I do??
Edited 11/29/2003 2:11:52 PM ET by jenw77

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Do you think it's really possible to just keep it at the kissing though? And is it still an affair even if all you do is kiss?
Doesn't it feel weird to want to kiss someone so bad?! While I too have fantasized about sex with him I would really just love a hard-core make-out session. I would be careful though, even though he pulled away this time next time he may want more and you should be prepared for the fact that you may want to go further as well, you kow heat of the moment stuff.
Good luck though it sounds you a great opportunity for some fun. I envy you!!!
Edited 11/30/2003 2:59:48 PM ET by jenw77
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