Oh no he didn't say it
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|Mon, 07-30-2012 - 9:49am|
I'm talking about my H here.
I have been staying at the house for a few months even if we have been legally separated. One reason for me to go back and staying is that I get to spend more time with my kids. Also, trying to not think so much of my AP who is of course full time with his W and spends only some time with me, now I'm doubting that he is trying to cut back.
H came up to me, said "what are you doing, you don't seem to want to do either totally break up or come back, I'm thru with you, just go back to your house and let us do what we need to do here". Oh that hurts. I know what I have been doing is wrong and confusing kids, H, and myself. So I packed my bags AGAIN and left Friday night. I just couldn't take the fact that I wasn't going to be hanging with AP last weekend, so I made some excuses and went back to the house on Saturday, hung out with them, pretended like nothing had happened with H the day before. H came and said it again "You just don't get it do you? Just leave us alone". I begged him to let me stay for the weekend, he said this will be my last weekend staying, and stick completely to the days I have my kids.
I am a really horrible person, aren't I? Very selfish, very confused, and so trashy because I am getting crumbs from another woman's leftover.