I would say from here you should go to divorce court. I don't see anywhere in what you wrote that your marriage is stable. You could try counselling because there had to be some reason why you married this man in the first place. But wow that is a lot of men in such a short period of time, you are looking for something that is not in your marriage.
I do hope you had the foresight to use condoms with every one of these random guys. If not, I would suggest you "go" to your doctor. You need to get tested for STD's as soon as possible.
As for the rest of it - only you know if you can or can't make a life with your H. If the answer to that is "no", then the fact that you have no relatives nearby shouldn't stop you from making that life anyway. You're trying to fill a chasm with a lot of empty fluff, and it's going to get you nowhere but diseased and lonely, and if your past history comes to light in a custody battle, you run a good chance of only seeing your little girl on a very restricted basis.
Not trying to bash you - you just need to get clear with yourself on what you really want out of life. I can't believe this is truly it.
I would say from here you should go to divorce court. I don't see anywhere in what you wrote that your marriage is stable. You could try counselling because there had to be some reason why you married this man in the first place. But wow that is a lot of men in such a short period of time, you are looking for something that is not in your marriage.
Good luck I hope it works out for you
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I do hope you had the foresight to use condoms with every one of these random guys. If not, I would suggest you "go" to your doctor. You need to get tested for STD's as soon as possible.
As for the rest of it - only you know if you can or can't make a life with your H. If the answer to that is "no", then the fact that you have no relatives nearby shouldn't stop you from making that life anyway. You're trying to fill a chasm with a lot of empty fluff, and it's going to get you nowhere but diseased and lonely, and if your past history comes to light in a custody battle, you run a good chance of only seeing your little girl on a very restricted basis.
Not trying to bash you - you just need to get clear with yourself on what you really want out of life. I can't believe this is truly it.