That old familiar spark
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| Sun, 04-04-2004 - 10:55am |
He said he wanted to remain friends because he felt like he could talk to me about anything. The no contact is impossible unless I quit my job or he quits working there on a weekly basis. It is a p.t. job for him once a week.
The first several weeks after the affair ended was a little awkward for the both of us.We continued to have conversation within a group, but never got alone together and talked privately.
I have seen changes in him the last 5 wks or so.
That look in his eyes is back!!!!!!!!!
The saying that "the eyes say it all", well,I guess it is true, what I mean by that is I catch him looking at me and his eyes get all glazed and his cheeks get flushed. I noticed it when we were in the middle of our affair, and it is back.
He came over to my desk this week and sat down and started talking to me, and there was the look.
I have come so close to asking him if he has thought about starting the affair again, but in a way I am afraid of being rejected, but on the other hand, I don't want to sit by and not let him know that I want it too.
Another co-worker knows about the affair and has told me that he thinks he knows both of us well enough to know that we are both thinking the same thing, and that we should talk about it.
We are both married and agreed from the start that we would not get emotional, we would just keep it physical. Neither of us plan on leaving our spouses. There is just this incredible physical attraction between us.
I would hate to think that he is waiting for me to bring the subject up and if I don't
I would miss the opportunity. It was so amazing between us, so intense and passionate.
Any one have any advice???
I don't think that look can be mistaken, I know it is lust, but I know what it means!!!!!!!!

Hello by Wilkinsons
Hello boy, it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how
To laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
Then say old lovers
Can be good friends
But I never thought
I'd really see you again
I'd never see you again
I go crazy, you know
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know
When I look in your eyes
I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much
That means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought
I was over you
I see your face
And it just ain't true
You know it just ain't true
I go crazy, you know
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know
When I look in your eyes
I go crazy