OMG I need advice ASAP.....PLEASE

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Registered: 09-16-2009
OMG I need advice ASAP.....PLEASE
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Wed, 09-16-2009 - 12:27am

I have been in an affair with my AP for the past five years (yes way too long).. I have posted on this board a few month ago but because my affair ended I stopped coming on the board.
My Affair was no contact for about 4-5 months, my AP parents house was destroyed and I felt the need to contact my AP and give my condolences to them. Well one thing lead to another and of course it went right back to where it was. All the emotions came flooding back and we are 'back on yet again'. (I'm married, AP single). Well the parents are staying with my AP so we can't meet up at my AP house anymore so it's time to be creative here. We work together and my AP wants to meet tomorrow night at the office to 'get together' BUT...I am EXTREMELY nervous. We work in two separate buildings so there would be no need for us to be there at 7:30pm at night together. Do I leave my car somewhere and walk over to the building, what if someone shows up, what if someone sees me coming/going from the building. OK OK...I am freaked out about it. but I want to do it. It's really the only place we have to met. MY AP works late there all the time and has assured me that during the time there no one showed up.
I guess I'm asking, SHOULD I....is it too risky. There are no camera's, I'm just so nervous about it. Guess just looking for opinions if you girls/guys would do it???? Please give advice, I would really appreciate it.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
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iVillage Member
Registered: 10-25-2007
Tue, 12-08-2009 - 10:31pm
I am here to listen to anyone, about anything. I don't judge. We all have issues and venting is the only way to get some relief from the angst.
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Registered: 10-25-2007
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 1:34pm
Just wondering how it feels from your point of view, being a MM with a Single AP? Do you want to be with her all the time and are you thinking of getting a D?

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