om's b-day

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Registered: 03-11-2004
om's b-day
Sun, 05-23-2004 - 8:02pm
Oh man. Today is the om's 40th B-day and he was upset with me on Friday night. I called him earlier today to see what he was going to do if anything and he was already out and about. So, with my car being broken down I told him that I would figure out a way to get to him. Didn't want him to drive again. Since, we do live a lil ways apart. Well, I culdn't find a ride. So, I called back to tell him that and he wouldn't answer the phone.

And that's not like him. He always picks up the phone unless it's charging which I know it wasn't since it rang and rang and didn't go staright to voice-mail. I have a bad feeling this is going to be the end. :-) I'm so upset right now all I want to do is crawl into bed and cry. Never saw this coming. I know that he was upset Friday like I said in an earlier post but I didn't think it was this bad. I don't know what I"m going to do with myself. I'm so used to spending all my free time with him and now he won't even pick up the dam phone. At least he could be straight forward with me. But I guess that's what I get for putting myself in this perdictament in the first place. NOTHING

not even an explanation! I remember when we first started seeing one another he said the hardest thing for you will be if we don't talk and I laughed it off. But you know what it's true. I miss him already and feel that I really blew it! Just wanted to vent and it didn't help a bit