out of control
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|Wed, 08-22-2012 - 8:50am|
What do you do when you feel this 'out of control ' feeling?
When you feel like you want answers and you're not getting them?
When you're full of questions and you can't ask them bc he avoids you?
When you want to explain yourself and you're not being heard?
I called him three times on Monday (he promised me the Friday before that we would talk about something very important but he never makes the time for it, and then on Monday he said all of a sudden 'there's nothing to talk about' and then he lied 'we'll talk about it on Tuesday')
I called him once on Tuesday, because he never called me back like he said he would, he yelled at me, and after that, I emailed him four times (he ignored the emails)
I called him once on Wednesday (just to ask if he's still mad at me) emailed him twice, and in those emails I said that I will stop bothering him, that if he wants to talk, he knows where to find me. And I also added that he should stop saying 'I'll call you back '' or "I'll call you tomorrow' or "we'll talk about it later' when he is not going to follow through on his promises.
It drives me crazy when you want to explain yourself and when you're not being heard!!! I feel so stupid for contacting him all these times, yet I can't seem to stop myself. Well, I'll stop now. I hope. I hate how I feel. I feel like I'm a crazy