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| Thu, 09-18-2003 - 1:15pm |
I've been in an affair for the last 7 months, but I'm becoming very paranoid that my partner will find out.....is this normal? I got a call the other night and they asked for my husband, he wasn't home...I became so suspicious..I feel like I'm living in fear....is this normal?

I think it is normal. I've been the same way lately, jumpy and nervous about the phone, the lying,etc. You should have asked who it was and if they wanted to leave a message. Try to relax..it doesn't help to be paranoid , we just need to cover our tracks.
~Wishing~
I would say it's pretty normal... I've been in my EMA for almost 3 and a half years and I still panic a little. I even wonder if DH knows and keeps quiet for fear of losing me... but seeing that I've been caught out by him once before... MM assures me that he knows nothing as he feels that DH probably wouldn't put up with it again... and I probably think his right.
That however does not stop me from being very cautious and ensuring that all is in order... I don't feel I give him anything to be suspicious about anymore... and just try and keep a level head.
Try not to worry too much... but also don't let that guard down too much.
luv and hugs
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