Patience has never been a strength of mine
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|Mon, 11-05-2012 - 10:46pm|
Cowboy and his W figured out the details of their D and they're getting papers drawn up. He'll be single by the end of the year. She told him she wanted to leave as friends and understood that they were at two different points in their lives (he's still wanting adventure and she just wants to settle in and enjoy the grandkids). He talked to 3 of the 5 kids. Told me that two said "it happens" but hasn't said anything about the daughter. He also talked to his brother, sister and niece. The brother told him that he hoped he didn't slip into depression so Cowboy told him about me. He also told his sister and niece about me. They were all happy for him and want to meet me. His sister was excited that he found someone that likes to ride horses as much as they do and his brother was impressed that I would be willing to go fishing with them, albeit I'd be taking a book just in case ha.
He came by today and talked for hours. I love watching him talk about us. His eyes light up and he looks so incredibly happy. The look on his face when he asked me if I knew how to drive a tractor and I said yes still makes me chuckle. And when I pointed out that the tractor he has is the very one I learned how to drive when I was 12, I thought he was going to break into song. I think it made him fall for me a little more hehe.
And omg, he wants to meet my parents. That made me laugh out loud. I told him that I think it would be better if I actually got divorced first and then maybe a month or so after. My parents will eat him alive. My brother will eat him alive. I have to mentally prepare myself for the private talk I'm going to have to have with them before they meet him. He is the complete opposite of H. That in itself will shock them, although I doubt it'll shock them beyond words.
So now all I want is to be single by the end of the year so I can stop hiding. I want to fall asleep in his arms. I want to meet his family. i want to curl up next to him on the couch and watch tv with him. I want to take care of him. I love this man and I want people to see us together and see how happy we make each other :)