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petrified........
| Mon, 09-14-2009 - 12:43pm |
Well it happened last night.......... and I am reeling with emotions.
I am soooo scared that he will not leave his wife afterall and I will be left, alone, without my soulmate.....

Hi Dazed,
I understand your place! I too am a SW with a MM. When we went all the way first time, it was amazing but felt a bit crazy as well.AP is fantastic in bed but as for him leaving his W,its a tricky place to be in.My AP did leave once but the W is crazy and manipulative.she is using the young kids to make him stay as my AP loves his kids more than anything!! I have since come to accept the nature of all this and feel satisfied as well.i now wear ring ,given by AP.go figure.
Its a rollercoaster for sure.
Hi dazed, all.
Well, I daresay we all know how you feel. I'm a SW with a MM and the emotions still send me reeling...and we just had our second anniversary! I've wrestled with the W issue many times. I did know (going into this) that he wasn't going to leave her to be with me (never mind that I ended my 25 year marriage because of this)...but still, we love each other so much...and we spend so much time together, I can't help but think, deep down...that one day we will be together. It's brutal.
Loving....that is one of most hidden, and deepest, desires...I want very badly to have AP/BF buy me a ring. I would be so happy.
Hang in there dazed...I truly do think that things happen for a reason. I hope things turn out the way you want.
benska