Im not sure I'm the best person for advice as I'm in a similar situation but what I will tell you is..even if you are not in love with your H...you probably won't find happiness with the OM..I only say this because my eyes have been opened up only very recently on my A.
Im not sure I'm the best person for advice as I'm in a similar situation but what I will tell you is..even if you are not in love with your H...you probably won't find happiness with the OM..I only say this because my eyes have been opened up only very recently on my A.