Prob leaving board--life in transition
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| Sat, 05-08-2004 - 8:30pm |
However, my R with MM is over. I haven't told him "no", but I'm not wanting to go back there. I really care about him, and I think he really cares about me. However, I've also had that voice in the back of my mind the whole time saying that the sex is grrrreat, but, really do you want a life with this guy? No.
I want to pursue this thing with MM's friend. But on real relationship terms. I've liked him all along (we always go out as a 3-some), but I didn't want to pursue anything because he is single and available. I didn't want that to cloud my judgement. Yesterday we basically revealed each other's feelings towards each other. I thought he was aware of my R with MM, but apparently not. He seems to be handling the news fairly well, though, saying that he loves it when people are truthful. We talked a long time about that.
So, I think the time has come for me to deal with the issues at home. I'm going to my parents' house tomorrow. I have to tell them what's up, so I can have my support structure ready.
Whether or not this thing with MM's friend works out or not, who knows, but he's allowed me to look at my life and "be true to myself".
Thanks, everyone here, for your words of encouragement and support. :) :) :)
