I just wanted to say, I couldn't agree with you more. It does take a strong person to get out of an unhappy marriage...strong & brave. I left my husband a year ago November and it was one of the hardest and scariest things I've ever done in my life. It's still scary but I'm getting the hang of most things now. Unfortunately my H I and do not speak, which is a real shame...I love him as the father of my children and I think it's a sad state of affairs that we can't really communicate, it's something that I've had to learn to accept responsibility for. I'm the one who fell in love with someone else and I just couldn't remain in my M the way I was...the way that most of us feel I daresay, we had absolutely no intimacy and my BF opened my eyes in a big way...I need that in my life ~ and so I left.
Don't really know what I meant to say other than to agree with you.
P.S. At the beginning of my R with BF I'm pretty darned sure he was in it for a short A but he fell in love with me too...he never wanted me to come clean with H but I couldn't deal with the guilt and the lies and the secret life, besides which my H was starting to cotton on because I just don't know how to prevaricate...KWIM? I would have been found out sooner than later so I took the bull by the horns (so to speak). I did the right thing for me.
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First of all, congratulations on making the step towards getting divorced.
Hi Posh04 - Thanks for your encouraging words. My AP has been divorced for a long time now.
Lionness!!!
Lynn - Happy New Year!!
Posho4 - My therapist just showed me a sign she hung up in her office.
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Hi Posh,
I just wanted to say, I couldn't agree with you more. It does take a strong person to get out of an unhappy marriage...strong & brave. I left my husband a year ago November and it was one of the hardest and scariest things I've ever done in my life. It's still scary but I'm getting the hang of most things now. Unfortunately my H I and do not speak, which is a real shame...I love him as the father of my children and I think it's a sad state of affairs that we can't really communicate, it's something that I've had to learn to accept responsibility for. I'm the one who fell in love with someone else and I just couldn't remain in my M the way I was...the way that most of us feel I daresay, we had absolutely no intimacy and my BF opened my eyes in a big way...I need that in my life ~ and so I left.
Don't really know what I meant to say other than to agree with you.
P.S. At the beginning of my R with BF I'm pretty darned sure he was in it for a short A but he fell in love with me too...he never wanted me to come clean with H but I couldn't deal with the guilt and the lies and the secret life, besides which my H was starting to cotton on because I just don't know how to prevaricate...KWIM? I would have been found out sooner than later so I took the bull by the horns (so to speak). I did the right thing for me.
Take care
benska
Alot of women in an A would kill to be in your position right now..but I think any major change is a bit frightening.,
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