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|Thu, 09-06-2012 - 9:23pm|
I know I haven't posted for a while...except of course for last week.
You know, this R has got to be the weirdest thing I've ever been involved in. The first couple of years, as you're all aware, were awfully up and down...I was in tears often. But now, it sort of just feels like old hat. If it wasn't for that other woman over there, I could almost think of US as the old married couple.
Something happened this morning that I just can't stop thinking about. Although it means absolutely nothing one way or another. AP sent me a text this morning...he said, and I quote: "New member of the fam yesterday" and a picture of a very cute newborn. He's told me many stories about his family, so I guess it isn't surprising that he would want to tell me about this event. However, I couldn't help but wonder if he called his W (first thing in the morning) to inform her as well. He's made me feel like I'm part of "his" family, and that I was the first one he thought about to tell. Damn him.
What I find really rich, is something that happened last weekend. I can't remember if I ever mentioned this before, but back at the beginning of this thing, I was told that my h (now ex) had been going to the bar and telling everyone that I was frigid (jokes on him, 'cause I guess I was...only with just him!). Anyhow, AP/BF says to me this weekend (after I'd asked if he was coming home with me for one more get together before leaving to go back to work) sometimes I think you don't want to have sex with me! If I had a gun at that moment, I swear to god I would dearly have loved to put one right between his eyes. Wow, did that ever hurt. What I should have told him was: I'm sorry dear, no I don't want to have sex with you 5 TIMES A FRIKKEN DAY! Are you kidding me? I have had more sex with this man than I've had in my entire life...and I'm 50!
I heard something today that sounded odd, yet true. It went something like this: If hubby & I didn't fight, we would have nothing to talk about! I really hope it ain't so :-(
Thx for listening,