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| Sat, 10-18-2008 - 4:25pm |
Didn't want to dig your thread up again. I'm so sorry that you had to turn up right when some loon came wandering off the street and I really hope it hasn't driven you away. I think if you go back and read many of the posts on this board you'll find for the most part it's a really wonderful, supportive and helpful environment with some great people. And most of know pretty much exactly how you're feeling.
I was with my AP the other night, we made love, went out to dinner, laughed, kissed and held hands walking home, and slept in each others arms. When he left, I was just aching. I love him so much and it's so hard being second place in his life. And it is lonely, and tiring.
Maybe you should listen to that little voice in your head... I was cheated on before I ended up in this affair and my own pain wasn't enough to make me see sense. If your friend's situation can make you reflect on your own.. then escape while you can still think sensibly.
But what ever you chose - please keep posting here. It really helps
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