Is this really possible?
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| Sat, 10-11-2003 - 12:14pm |
I've asked him why then he's involved with me and he says "because there is an attraction there that I couldn't deny" that attraction was/is still more than just physical.
This past week he took a vacation with his family - for a part of the vacation the children were left with family and MM and W headed off together. I asked him if it was fun - he said "yes" I asked him if it was romantic - he said "yes" - basically he still has a great deal of passion in his relationship with W. He tells me all this to be honest and not led me on. He is the kind that will LET me walk away because he knows this isn't fair to me! :(
Anyway - my point is - if he has all this with his w WHY then is he with me? What purpose do I serve? and WHY would he risk such a wonderful thing to be with me? Is he lying? Is he in denial? Is it possible that he can be "in love" with his wife after 8 years and STILL want something from me?
I can't deal with knowing the sex is as passionate with her - knowing he looks at her like he looks at me. It's one thing to know my MM loves his wife because she's his wife and because she's the mother of his children - it's another to know he's IN LOVE with her and still has a passionate romantic relationship!
Anyone have any thoughts? Thanks!

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I don't quite have the time tonight to read through all the other posts here, so I'll tell you what I think...
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