Sad, mad, and fed up

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Registered: 10-25-2007
Sad, mad, and fed up
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Tue, 12-22-2009 - 9:52pm
I have been wanting to see him more for a very long time. Was once every month or so, now it's every week. Problem is, I am not feeling really happy like I thought I would. I am worried and sad. I am worried because I can tell he has feelings for me and I don't want our A to end, which I am afraid it will. He hasn't told me he has feelings for me but I know he does. He has ignored a lot of my texts over the years and I am finally fed up to the point of not contacting him very much. Not caring if I see him. I am so confused. He told me tonight he wanted to see me tonight, but it isn't going to happen. I won't see him until next week and I don't give a crap. I want him to feel the way I have felt so many times. I just wanted to get that out. Thanks for listening.
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Registered: 11-24-2009
Tue, 12-22-2009 - 11:10pm
Im sorry. I know it must be hard when you dont feel like your partner puts you as a priority. He has ignored many of your texts?
~Layla~
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Registered: 10-25-2007
Wed, 12-23-2009 - 12:42am
Thank you so much. It did help to get it out. And it helps for me to "not care" every now and then. I shouldn't be at his beck and call. There, I feel better!
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Registered: 11-13-2008
Wed, 12-23-2009 - 2:48pm
Has he contacted you till you posted? Holidays can either make or break an A or any other 'normal' relationship.They do give you time to see if its worth it or not.
Starting the mind games is easy but they lead to more heart break later.
My MM has little kids and he is a very good dad( a huge turn on for me!) and is giving all his time to them but we are in constant contact except we dont get to see each other often which sucks but definately worth the wait.we will make up when the holidays end.
((( hugs )))
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Registered: 10-25-2007
Wed, 12-23-2009 - 8:38pm
Yes I heard from him last night finally. We got together. Didn't have a lot of time but making the time is what means the most. He does make time for me but I still get annoyed at times. You know how it is