Seeing MM today

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Registered: 09-09-2003
Seeing MM today
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Wed, 03-31-2004 - 8:06am
So after not hearing from MM, yesterday I did, it was 2 weeks to the day. I knew he had out of town trips planned both weeks.

He apologized for being busy and not getting ahold of me, but we are getting together today anyways. So I am somewhat happy at that. Not as estatic as I always was in the past. So I'll see how I feel after seeing him today. I'm kind of thinking that I may be ready to move on in life without him and work harder with H.

We'll see. Thanks everyone for your support thru this last difficult NC.

Dusty
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Registered: 02-03-2004
Wed, 03-31-2004 - 11:20am
Honey... sounds like you're putting up your defense mechanism -- you know, don't get too excited in case you get hurt. I get that, but don't let it spoil your moments with him. Try and have a good time, remember how he can make you feel, and understand that it's not always all we want or expected. Take some advice that our board guys gave me yesterday. Tell him how you're feeling about the 2-week NC stuff. You might be surprised at his reaction. I was. You sounded sad... ((((hugs)))) to you!
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Registered: 10-13-2003
Wed, 03-31-2004 - 12:17pm
Awww, Dusty, I'm glad you'll be seeing him.
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Registered: 03-10-2004
Wed, 03-31-2004 - 12:42pm
Hey Dusty - I agree with Sister, you sound sad. However things work out, I hope it's what you want. Lots of hugs and support.
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Registered: 09-09-2003
Wed, 03-31-2004 - 12:56pm
Thanks everyone for your support, just got back from seeing him. It was very nice, he was a little more cuddly than usual, we had some pretty good quality time together. Again today he said he was sorry for it being so long but he had 3 out of town trips over the last 2 weeks. He said he will try to not make it so long again.

So, I am feeling okay about things. I think he is sincere. And he's going out of town again tomorrow so that warns me I won't hear from him probably til Friday. That's all I ask right? Just let me know what's going on !! Take care everyone,

Dusty
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