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| Mon, 08-23-2010 - 6:21pm |
Hello everybody,
AP and I will be celebrating our three year anniversary at the end of the month and I've been thinking a lot about all of it. I've come to one conclusion: I cannot believe how incredibly head over heels

Hi jane:
Thanks for that! I have been having more good moments than bad lately...yeah, it has a lot to do with how our R is going right now, but I also believe that the antidepressants are starting to help. That's not to say that I don't have my moments though! I still cry more than I should, but it's getting better. And, I don't have the damned alcohol making me even more depressed.
AP and I have known each other, just as acquaintances, for probably 20 or so years.
Hi Benska - It is so nice to be able to hear the happiness coming through your post:-)) I haven't posted to you previously because I just didn't feel that I could offer anything before when you were still in so much pain...I think that cutting out the alcohol is such a good thing...and it sounds like you are on the right path now with AP...letting him know when something is bothering you...and knowing that he needs to hear this in a calm way...rather than in an upset, confrontational way.
3-years is a long time...and I am glad that you are settling in and adjusting to your life. Keep up the good work...and the happy posts:-))
Hopefully things will just keep on getting better for you...I wish you much happiness...
I'm so happy to hear you sounding so positive Benska! What type of unit clerk is the job training for? Many years ago I was a unit clerk in a hospital. It was such an interesting job.
One thing you said - you hope that you meet someone someday who could make you feel the same way as AP makes you feel. That probably won't happen while you are involved with him, because he has your heart so it is closed off to anyone else. If you're happy with things the way they are right now, then that's OK too. If you ever get tired of the limitations, that's when you'd have to decide to let it go and THEN look for that "someone else".
But for now you sound wonderful, and I'm happy you're happy!
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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