SHOULD NOT OF WORE MASCARA!

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Registered: 03-26-2003
SHOULD NOT OF WORE MASCARA!
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Thu, 03-27-2003 - 10:44am
I am a mess today, my MM and I have been getting along great, we talk everynight before he goes home and he calls me everymorning at 5:30. Well,last night we talked and he got some really bad news from his accountant regarding his taxes he owes alot of money and he was kinda of bummed, anyways he said he was going home and would call me before he went to sleep, while we were talking I told him he should discuss with his W and he said NO she does not care about that she just tells me to deal with it and worries that she has her money to spend, he said all she cares about is the money. I felt so bad for him told him I would do anything to help him. And told him call me later and tell me good night and he said ok. Well he never called, I paged him and called him and never called, then this AM no call. I sent him a text page that said I love him no matter how much money he has, I love him for his heart and would be happy with him in a cardboard box. Then this morning i sent him a text....good morning perhaps you forgot about your gringa? Still no call or nothing. It is not helping that I had a very very bad fight when I got my daughter back from my ex last night, he reminded me he is taking my daughter for 6 weeks and that destroyed me,(court order for the summer) so I really needed to hear his voice, why hasnt he called, of course I am thinking he went home and he and the wife had a wonderful night and he is sleeping in! Because remember the night before he tried to touch her and she got mad, well maybe she thought about it all day and came home and surprised him with romance and all, I am making myself sick, this is killing me! I hate not hearing from him!!
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Registered: 03-26-2003
Thu, 03-27-2003 - 1:15pm
You can't let this tear you up inside. Stop thinking of the worst case situations, I know, easier said than done. But even if it did happen...what is worrying going to fix? You sound like you're going through enough stress right now without MM on your mind too. Take some time out for you! You need to go relax at a spa or have a girls night out or rent a chick flick and indulge yourself...but do something for you to remind yourself how wonderful you are and how lucky any guy would be just to have you touch his life. I hope things work out and he calls. Feel free to vent here as much as you need, we'll always be here for you!!!

Cake

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Thu, 03-27-2003 - 2:01pm
letme begin with his W sounds like a self centered person. i hate judging others buti call them as i see them. and your MM has alot on his mind. wow to owe in taxes is alotto dael with. i dont think he is getting much support from the W and i sont think he wants to burden you with those problems. just relax give him some time and he will call you. as far as the romance between him and her i dont think so. hope this helps ya.