Smack some sense into me-please!!
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Smack some sense into me-please!!
| Thu, 08-26-2010 - 6:12pm |
I really have no idea why my spidey sense are tingling, but they are. I'm not even sure if it's in a good way, or a bad way :-( Here's the scoop:
Last night AP called and asked to come visit (lucky him, it was just after I got out of the tub...lol). Of course I said yes since I hadn't seen him since Sunday. Anyhow, when he got here he was acting really goofy and silly. Somehow we ended up down in my garage, sitting in my car.....where fun and games shortly ensued

Thanks jane!
Nope, no drugs...although he may have had a beer or two in him. It was just so very strange, he hasn't been that playful in a very long time and it threw me for a loop.
I have got to quit questioning things and just go with the flow. That however, is easier said than done because I want, I want, I want....and he just can't/won't give. Sigh.
benska
How do you know there was no drug use? Unless you made him give
I thought of drugs too. I had a family member who did coke and she used to talk non stop - couldn't get a word in edgewise.
Anyway, trying new sexual stuff can be an indication of another A BUT it's just one indication - I would need more than that one thing to think that's what it was. So no, I don't think he's having another A. I think he's quite happy with you, from all indications!
The thing I worry about with you Benska is that every time things are going really good you start to think it means he will leave his M. I honestly think that, for whatever reason, he is staying with his wife, for good. When you get your hopes up, it sets you up for bitter disappointment, and that's what I worry about.
But I'm happy things are going well!
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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Hi lexi,
Thanks for your reply....no drugs and most definitely not coke! I would not be with him if that was the case.
I know that he's not leaving his wife, but somehow...when he is like that, it's just a nice fantasy for me. There is no one thing that makes me go gaga in this R...it's just the whole damned enchilada. I admit that I occasionally ponder the idea of him leaving, but I realize it's just a fantasy.