So he called....
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So he called....
| Sun, 09-21-2003 - 2:46pm |
Okay so after Friday went down, and I was really ticked off, I had some help dealing with the crap that went on. I decided that I was going to break it off with this jerk and if he were to call me, I wouldn't even respond in a nice way OR try to talk it out. Basically, yes he was just using me for sex. Fine, I can deal with that, just not the way he was treating me after. I knew at some point that I would have to see him this weekend because I have a paper of his for school that he needs for tomorrow. He called me three times today and I finally answered. He acted ad though nothing was wrong and the fact that he left and never came back on Friday was no big deal (as though it never happened). I asked him why he never came back and he said that the store was closed. I told him that he could've had the courtesy to call. No reply. He started snickering so I got really mad and said that I was tired of feeling like I was being used and that he has no respect for the way I feel, or my feelings. Then I told him that if wnated his papers to come and get them. Then I hung up on him. I left the papers outside of my apartment so that I wouldn'thave to see him. Then he calls me back an hour later and says that he needs his papers. I told him to come and get them, and that that was what I said earlier. I was about to hang up and he said "don't hang up". I did. He calls back and says that he is coming over with his girlfriend to get his papers and that he doesn't want me to start anything with her. Why the heck would I do that??? I am the one getting rid of him. I don't give a crap about if he brings her or not, because I wouldn't even being seeing her (papers are outside :)!) I have never even met her before. Then he says that he is coming to get his papers and that he never wants to see me again. What an idiot! It amazes me that Friday night he had me nake din ten positions and now he doesn't want to ever see me again. This is going to be crazy as well because we both HAVE to see each other in class M-F for the next six months. What do I do? It would be so much easier for me if I didn't have to see him. I just can't understand why he has treated me SO harshly. If he originally wanted to end it, then he should've been up frotn and honest with me.
The funny thing is that a couple of weeks ago, I decided to dump anyways, then last week the sexual tension rose again. I am SOOOOO stupid!!
The funny thing is that a couple of weeks ago, I decided to dump anyways, then last week the sexual tension rose again. I am SOOOOO stupid!!

In the future do not acknowledge his presence.....AT ALL. No sharing of class notes, writing papers, etc. If he wants help, let his g/f help him. You need to gather up what's left of your self respect, take control of your life and realize he is only using you for whatever he can get out of it.
Chalk this one up to another one of life's lessons learned and move on to bigger and better things. You can do it. You deserve better!!