so i told him that i love him
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so i told him that i love him
| Sun, 07-26-2009 - 4:54pm |
My birthday was this past week. I decided that I was going to tell AP that I love him on my birthday. A gift to myself I guess you could say. He was my first love and Ive know him half my life.
So I told him. Of course I used my birthday and the drinking as an excuse for being so bold. lol He did tell me that he loves me too. After we parted company I texted him to call me. We talked about it. He told me that he loves me like 5 more times. But he did make a commitment when he got married and he isnt leaving. That if things were different he would be with me.
Its odd. I have a certain peace right now. No matter what happens I still love this man.

I think there comes a point in most affairs where people have to challenge themselves and make a decision about what's more important.
Is it the instant gratification and satisfaction of the affair and moment?
OR
Is it having someone that is and will be a true, solid fixture in your life-sex or not?
I'm glad you feel a sense of peace right now.
He is someone that I always want in my life. One of those people that you know would do anything for you and you for them.