So Sad Today

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Registered: 02-16-2004
So Sad Today
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Thu, 04-01-2004 - 12:35pm
Today I am feeling such a heavy load of sadness. I haven't talked to MM at all (no IM, no emails, either) because he's been busy this week at work, and I miss him terribly. I sent him this poem that I thought I would share with you.

Let It Be Me

There are many things that I want to be

Let me tell you in case you don't see

Let it be me

Because I want to be...

The shoulder you cry on when nothing goes your way

The person who tells you...when no one else will say

The one to catch you whenever you may fall

If ever you need anything I'm at your beck and call

The first thought you have upon waking

As long as you can give I'll keep taking

I want to be your joy when you have pain

Your sunshine when you are soaked with rain

Your strength when you are weak

The one who loves to hear you speak

The reason for the smile upon your face

The one you run to when you have been disgraced

Let me be your reasoning when you are confused

Your comfort when you feel you are being used

The one who holds you when you are afraid

The one who does the things you never said

Let it be me because I know you see

Let it be me...because I want to be

Don't give me credit for the poem....I found it online, but it's all the things I've wanted to tell MM. He and I are both romantics and I thought he would like this.

I just hope to get past this sad funk I'm going through. I just want to hear from him.

I miss him and love him like crazy.

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Registered: 02-03-2004
In reply to: noregretsyet
Thu, 04-01-2004 - 12:43pm
NRY... doesn't it just suck sometimes? And yet even the sadness is sweet because we're this way because of the good times. Here's a hug, hon...
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Registered: 10-22-2003
In reply to: noregretsyet
Thu, 04-01-2004 - 1:22pm
I love the poem NRY! I understand about being romantics. That is one of the things that I LOVE about MM. He always sent me song lyrics and poems. But with everything that is going on right now we can't talk much and when we do our conversations are pretty reserved. I love him so very much and I miss him terribly. This is so hard. :o(

Anyway, just wanted to thank you for sharing. NC stinks big time. Hang in there - hope you hear from him soon.

GB2