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So upset!
| Wed, 08-20-2003 - 4:00pm |
I dont know what to do, and how to get over my feelings of disgust, sickness and guilt. I Went out night before the wedding with bro-law to be, and a few others night before wedding. Got way to drunk (I have a very low tolerance). I remember very, very little, but do know I had sex with bro-in-law-to-be. I know drinking is not an excuse, and I was flirty, because I like attention. But I honestly did not think anyone would do such a thing (especially not me - I remember so little - just vague bits). I never believed that someone who was getting married would take advantage of a situation like that, even though I know its my fault. I could never tell my sis, and my family would never speak to me again. I feel so sick, and I know I deserve to feel this way. Am I the most evil person that ever lived? How do I fix this? Am I myself going to be single forever or have a cheating spouse myself because I was such a bad person?

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