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Squirrels are having a party here...
| Sat, 07-10-2010 - 4:09pm |
I have been on vacation this past week and so has new AP. He had told me that contact would be very limited which was okay. So...I got a text from him on Sunday, Tuesday and then Thursday. He was supposed to be back from his vacation yesterday and I haven't heard from him. Of course, the squirrels are over here in my head holding a wild party. Our first meeting is supposed to be this coming Friday and all I can think of is that he has changed his mind about this and doesn't want to meet me.
Why am I so freaking insecure when it comes to things like this? I am an attractive, confident woman...normally don't question things and just go with the flow. But when I don't hear from him...I immediately start to question everything and I now have myself convinced that he has changed his mind about this and doesn't have the courage to let me know...or his wife has somehow found out and he is not going to contact me again.
Of course, the most likely scenario is that he is just back from the 18 hour drive vacation and has not had a chance to get on the computer or send a text.
So...just needed to vent...hate these crazy squirrels running around and wish that I wasn't so insecure when it came to all of this stuff.
Thanks for listening...
Why am I so freaking insecure when it comes to things like this? I am an attractive, confident woman...normally don't question things and just go with the flow. But when I don't hear from him...I immediately start to question everything and I now have myself convinced that he has changed his mind about this and doesn't have the courage to let me know...or his wife has somehow found out and he is not going to contact me again.
Of course, the most likely scenario is that he is just back from the 18 hour drive vacation and has not had a chance to get on the computer or send a text.
So...just needed to vent...hate these crazy squirrels running around and wish that I wasn't so insecure when it came to all of this stuff.
Thanks for listening...
LouLou

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I'm with 'ya loulou!!
LOL Kimber :-) ...I know this situation sooooo well!
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Lexi? .....do you still get squirrels after 11 years???!! (I am covering my eyes waiting for the answer since I think it's one of those, 'do
ACK!!! So, bird, what you're telling me is that it will take MONTHS for me to settle into this change!!? Ugh...LOL!!!
See I was in this for about 3 months last summerish...we ended for 3 months, then started talking again early spring
LOL ..not quite
Sounds like a round of jello shots is in order ;)
I might have one myself, but oddly enough, have no squirrels to pass one to.
anotherseyes
Don't be afraid of my answer Bird - I rarely get squirrels. When I do, it's because if my OM doesn't answer an e-mail within the time limit he usually does - I start to worry that something happened to him! But don't we get a little squirrely about almost any relationship at times, if things aren't going the way they usually do? I never worry about what he said or why he said it or what it means anymore. I did in the beginning (maybe the first couple of years at least)! My squirrels are pretty lazy these days.
But really, that just means I may come here one day in total distress because I've been blindsided and my OM will have a g/f or something! For his sake, I hope so anyway.
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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Squirrels are all drunk and passed out on Jello shots...LOL!!! I heard from him a little while ago...message that said he had been up for 26 hours straight travelling home...but that he had missed me and would see me later tonight!
So...I am kicking the squirrels out...OMG...they all just got hit by an 18 wheeler!
Now...if only they would stay gone...LOL
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