Squirrels are having a party here...

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Registered: 05-21-2010
Squirrels are having a party here...
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Sat, 07-10-2010 - 4:09pm
I have been on vacation this past week and so has new AP. He had told me that contact would be very limited which was okay. So...I got a text from him on Sunday, Tuesday and then Thursday. He was supposed to be back from his vacation yesterday and I haven't heard from him. Of course, the squirrels are over here in my head holding a wild party. Our first meeting is supposed to be this coming Friday and all I can think of is that he has changed his mind about this and doesn't want to meet me.
Why am I so freaking insecure when it comes to things like this? I am an attractive, confident woman...normally don't question things and just go with the flow. But when I don't hear from him...I immediately start to question everything and I now have myself convinced that he has changed his mind about this and doesn't have the courage to let me know...or his wife has somehow found out and he is not going to contact me again.
Of course, the most likely scenario is that he is just back from the 18 hour drive vacation and has not had a chance to get on the computer or send a text.
So...just needed to vent...hate these crazy squirrels running around and wish that I wasn't so insecure when it came to all of this stuff.

Thanks for listening...
LouLou
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Registered: 03-26-2010
Mon, 07-12-2010 - 12:51am

Yay!

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