My squirrels are similar to yours anotherfive...as we have an established pattern of much communication, I mostly worry if our routine is off that he is injured...
His is way more squirrely then me....the yahoo im's he leaves when he is trying to connect with me are almost funny except i love him so much and feels weird to see him reaching out while I'm out on a Saturday night and then...sleeping.
SO DO GUYS Get Squirrely--mine does!
10:03 PM): hi baby
(10:03 PM): how are you (10:03 PM): i love you (10:03 PM): i miss you (10:03 PM): watch doin? (10:03 PM): xXXXXX? (10:04 PM): home (10:04 PM): sleepin? (10:04 PM): off to beddy (10:04 PM): i got hit with a baseball (10:04 PM): ouch (10:04 PM): xoxxoxxxo (10:04 PM): be safe!!!! (8:05 AM): morning baby (8:05 AM): xoxo (10:42 AM): Morning again (10:42 AM): how are you (10:42 AM): whats up????? (10:42 AM): U OK? (10:42 AM): Sleeping? (10:42 AM): awake (10:42 AM): eating (10:43 AM): gardening (11:30 AM): Hi (11:30 AM): still sleeping (11:30 AM): helloooo (11:30 AM): how is my baby (11:30 AM): how are you
So when we finally talked he realized I just hadn't opened my yahoo yet and seen this...he thought I was mad at him!! AS IF i adore him.
Yes, they can start running amok with the "Is he mad at me?", "What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore?" kind of stuff, but they are equally crazy when I worry.
My squirrellies are definitely starting to act up!!! I love this analogy. It is so dead on accurate!
Last Thursday was the last day of my contract, where I met my AP and we started our affair. I had been worried he didn't want to continue because around the time of his wedding anniversary, he started getting hot and cold. But things have been just hot lately and he told me he definitely did want to keep seeing me and that he never didn't want to, he just had to work through some stuff (like his guilt I think). He was really eager for us to plan an overnight in the next couple weeks.
So I'm leaving the ball in his court and I'm not going to text him until he texts me. But now I'm just kinda waiting! I kinda think/hope that he will text me by the end of this week (this will be the longest we haven't seen each other in 6 months!) but I am really scared he won't.
I know he's at work, in and out of the office where we fooled around many times, so I keep thinking why can't you just text me?! You must have thought of me!
If he doesn't text me this week, I don't know what I'm going to do. Darn squirrels!!!!!
And I think because I feel what happens will be kind of 'telling', in the sense that if he texts me then that shows he really does want us to continue but if he doesn't, then he was just stringing me along.
This is going to be difficult! I don't want my heart to be broken. Sigh.
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Hello there, Calpurnia.
My squirrels are similar to yours anotherfive...as we have an established pattern of much communication, I mostly worry if our routine is off that he is injured...
His is way more squirrely then me....the yahoo im's he leaves when he is trying to connect with me are almost funny except i love him so much and feels weird to see him reaching out while I'm out on a Saturday night and then...sleeping.
SO DO GUYS Get Squirrely--mine does!
10:03 PM): hi baby
(10:03 PM): how are you
(10:03 PM): i love you
(10:03 PM): i miss you
(10:03 PM): watch doin?
(10:03 PM): xXXXXX?
(10:04 PM): home
(10:04 PM): sleepin?
(10:04 PM): off to beddy
(10:04 PM): i got hit with a baseball
(10:04 PM): ouch
(10:04 PM): xoxxoxxxo
(10:04 PM): be safe!!!!
(8:05 AM): morning baby
(8:05 AM): xoxo
(10:42 AM): Morning again
(10:42 AM): how are you
(10:42 AM): whats up?????
(10:42 AM): U OK?
(10:42 AM): Sleeping?
(10:42 AM): awake
(10:42 AM): eating
(10:43 AM): gardening
(11:30 AM): Hi
(11:30 AM): still sleeping
(11:30 AM): helloooo
(11:30 AM): how is my baby
(11:30 AM): how are you
So when we finally talked he realized I just hadn't opened my yahoo yet and seen this...he thought I was mad at him!! AS IF i adore him.
My squirrels are kind of split right now;).
Yes, they can start running amok with the "Is he mad at me?", "What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore?" kind of stuff, but they are equally crazy when I worry.
anotherseyes
So last Friday I finally got a text back from him at 5 pm!
My squirrellies are definitely starting to act up!!!
I love this analogy. It is so dead on accurate!
Last Thursday was the last day of my contract, where I met my AP and we started our affair. I had been worried he didn't want to continue because around the time of his wedding anniversary, he started getting hot and cold. But things have been just hot lately and he told me he definitely did want to keep seeing me and that he never didn't want to, he just had to work through some stuff (like his guilt I think). He was really eager for us to plan an overnight in the next couple weeks.
So I'm leaving the ball in his court and I'm not going to text him until he texts me. But now I'm just kinda waiting! I kinda think/hope that he will text me by the end of this week (this will be the longest we haven't seen each other in 6 months!) but I am really scared he won't.
I know he's at work, in and out of the office where we fooled around many times, so I keep thinking why can't you just text me?! You must have thought of me!
If he doesn't text me this week, I don't know what I'm going to do. Darn squirrels!!!!!
Oh wow Lucy!
Ugh waiting is awful!
And I think because I feel what happens will be kind of 'telling', in the sense that if he texts me then that shows he really does want us to continue but if he doesn't, then he was just stringing me along.
This is going to be difficult! I don't want my heart to be broken. Sigh.
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