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|Thu, 10-18-2012 - 1:19pm|
I have not spoken to AP since Saturday, and his comment. 5 days of NC for me!!!! Honestly, for the first time, I don't want to reach out to him and I don't want him talking to me. I am always afraid I am going to chase him away, but this time, I just don't care. What does he give me besides sex and a headache?
At the same time, I am still talking to the other guy. He is a sweetheart, and makes me feel good. He does want to get together for more, but I don't know. I like him, but I don't have the energy or time for another guy. But, I do consider it, because I want to "dump" AP. I have very strong feelings for AP, but I don't know if I can do it anymore. I am just taking it one day at a time, and focusing on everything else than the 2 of them. It has been a busy week for me, and I am thankful for that!