You're too dramatic. The real story here is that he now has a GF, they will have a baby, but in the meantime when she's not willing to stroke his ego, you're the alternate. If that's good enough for you, then stop involving your emotions. Forget the dream about getting together with this guy in the future. By now you should already see how moot that possibility is. Just get what you can from the A (i.e., sex, attention - although limited, feeling pretty that someone found you attractive, etc.) and just enjoy the moment.
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
- Ramona L. Anderson