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still upset crying me 'mm l sure hates
| Wed, 11-19-2003 - 7:07pm |
still so upset over what happen between me and special man what ever call him.when he was here past jan when ask him if he want me to take care of him and he said yes why would said yes to me if he didn't mean that.darn girls l think important thing he want me to take c are of him and said yes he could said no l don't think good thing at allso stupied me through be so sweet send loving things to him wrong he got upset with me l just don't get it only think is he feeling very guilty ove r feelings for me.l do understand what goingt hrough very much.but should never said yes about me taking care of him my god girls big thing he ask me to do now acting liek nothing has happen between us.if he just though about just good friend then do hold and touch good friend body no way but that what happen between us and kiss me to on mouth.just don't want him hate me l know for 25 years he been in my life. kimmy

Blessings to you. LivinLovin
How you must be hurting? Big hugs to you and courage. I agree with livinlovin; I do not think he hates you, but maybe also wanting to protect you. He certainly feels you deserve to find a really nice man just for you. Maybe you did misunderstand this kiss, and this is really too bad, because it has affected you so MANY years, building your love on his kiss he didn't obviously feel the same about. My thoughts go out to you, and I will keep you in my thoughts..
I agree, there is someone out there that will love you, and cherish you for who you are. Keep looking, have faith, and BE STRONG, it is going to hurt for a long time. SO SORRY!!! And do not fall again for someone that will cause you pain, you deserve so much better..
And again, be strong against all that harm you!!!!!!
Hugs, very big ones.. Mitzy
Seriously, you MAY get your wish someday, and think "What was I Thinking"!! His wife has Alzheimers, it is a slow long drawn out death she has ahead of her, it is a sad thing to see a loved one slowly but surely deteriate. Please Kimmy, just try to put him behind you! We all care about you, but enough is enough! Please don't take this like an attack, it's not!
****Time to get over this complete fantisy and move on. You are driving yourself crazy not to mention everyone here at ivillage. If this old man did indeed say and do these things to you at the age of 16 he should have been arrested if you ask me. He sounds like a dirty old man, who has probley forgotten what he had for dinner last night let alone something that happenes 25 plus years ago. Is it just me? But does anyone else feel this way? She need to realize what she is doing to herself.****
****Kim what I said was not to make you angry but to maybe help you open your eyes so you could move on. I never said your "old" MM did not care/love you in his own way. But he no longer does. You need to face this. If you asked your mother about this (of coarse changing his name for protection, since he is a "dear" friend of theirs)I am sure she would agree. Time to leave this and move on. Now your SG, well that is crazy and you should have reported that jerk to the police. Ignore him and stay away. I think maybe you should have someone professional to speak to about him. He is wrong and should be punished. Sorry about the cancer too, but we all have some sort of problems in life that we must deal with. You survived and that is wonderful, time to learn and grow from your experiences. Maybe someone could benifit from your experiences. But my intensions were not ment to be mean, just honest. Like I said we all have gone through things in our lives. So learn and move on and some seem to stay and linger, but that is your choice.****
When you travel and enjoy your family tomorrow do yourself a favor...do not bring this with you. Let it go! Move on! I must agree with what someone else posted, I think his words about "taking care of him" could mean one of 2 things........Either he was/is looking for a nurse maid, or he wants her to "TAKE CARE" of him and I aint talking about washing his dishes.
Shy