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|Thu, 11-01-2012 - 3:12pm|
Ok, with the new boards, I can only get on when I am on a regular computer, and on my iphone, I still can't log on, so posting isn't happening. So, I had to wait 5 long days to post. Grrrrr!
Anyways, I have been talking to my normally nonexistent AP since Friday. It makes me feel good. We are trying our darndest to see each other, but the schedules are just not matching up, which really sucks!!! But he was really understanding, like he read my mind, and said I have to do what I have to, and he still wants me. It was so reassuring, because I was feeling so upset about not seeing him and insecurities. It has been weeks, and looks like Wed. or Thurs. of next week finally. Cross your fingers!!!!!
So, on Sat. he says to me, something like, doesn't your hubby give you enough? Again?!? Really?! I was like, why do you keep bringing him up? He said, I'm just busting your stones. So, for once, I opened my mouth, instead of assuming, what he meant. And really, he meant nothing by it. I need to open my mouth more; it will lead to less overanalyzing. And after that, he was his normal self, being sexual and trying to get me to come over.
All is good and just a waiting game. (((sigh)))