This may be a little late but I just wanted to send some ((HUGS)) your way.
I understand all too well what you are going through. My MM is feeling a little guilty and worried about getting caught right now and has backed off. But like you I believe we'll find our way back as we always seem to do. It's just so hard wondering and waiting for it to happen. The NC will be tough but just keep coming here and getting support and you'll make it through.
This may be a little late but I just wanted to send some ((HUGS)) your way.
I understand all too well what you are going through. My MM is feeling a little guilty and worried about getting caught right now and has backed off. But like you I believe we'll find our way back as we always seem to do. It's just so hard wondering and waiting for it to happen. The NC will be tough but just keep coming here and getting support and you'll make it through.
Hang in there!
luv