Stuck in the past - please help...
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Stuck in the past - please help...
| Sun, 02-22-2004 - 12:25pm |
I need advice. I'm married now for four years and have a 3 year old daughter. I care for my husband but we have a relationship full of conflict and turmoil. I do not feel we underderstand each other. Starting two years ago I found myself fantasizing about my first boyfriend of 10 years ago. I dream about him and I cannot get him out my head. I decided to contact him a year ago but was unsuccessful in locating him. A month ago I attended a conference and there he was walking toward me. My heart sunk and jumped all at once. I was so excited that I wanted to kiss him and run away with him. I found out he's unhappily married and constantly misses me. He even drives by my mom's house occasionally. We just started having an affair and I felt I was home. I'm afraid of what may happen and I definitely do not want to be a home wrecker. My husband will not find out because he's behind bars but his wife could. Would it be worth staying to find out what can happen or should I walk away? Is it destiny or not?

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