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| Wed, 12-31-2003 - 1:09pm |
Thanks for responding actually I am married also and that is why sometimes I feel that I am betraying H but it's difficult to seperate the feelings for the two of them, I love H but I'm not in love with him anymore OM makes me feel excited and I feel like I have butterflies in my stomach I know this might sound silly sometimes I can't have sex with H because I'm thinking of OM is this wrong? OM confuses me one minute he says he loves me then he says that I'm one of his best friends that if I wasn't in his life he would have a void but when were together the next day he is distant advice please!!

you two are not "dating" -- you're having an affair with all that encompasses - lying, cheating, guilt, depression AND excitement, sexual relief, communication, and yes, love. that's why we here on the board call As the ultimate rollercoaster ride - more ups and downs then you can take!
i'm not sure why your MM tells you he loves you when he also tells you his W is his soulmate. i would more understand MM telling you he loves you, if he only "loved" his wife, but the soulmate part is hard to get past.
i really don't have much advice, other than to say that you must keep this A light and not so serious as you both are staying married to others and the A is more of an escape from everyday life than a future together.
gurl