Thank you....some more thoughts from me!
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| Fri, 09-12-2003 - 3:35am |
I hope you don’t mind but I will stick with you for a little longer! Since reading your messages I feel so much better, just to write it all down made me feel better. The thought that I have you all doesn’t make me feel alone - I wish I could give you a big hug. I’m eternally grateful for your support and advise.
Your are all right…things are moving way too fast for me. I haven’t even got used to the idea that I have somebody new in my life, I haven’t been able to enjoy the new love, get to know him and him getting to know me. I’ve never thought about moving to another country not to mention moving over the Atlantic. Then there is the big issue of my parents that play a very big role in my life, I would have a very very hard time without them.
And last but not least my children. I worry about them the most, especially about my DD who will soon start school. Also the fact that, I don’t live in England so her main language is not English, I know children learn fast but it’s just all this little things I’m thinking about.
And yes, I am a trusty person but when it comes down to my children I’m not trusty at all – so moving in with him and the children without even know him myself a little better - I don’t think so, at least not straight away.
I spoke to him last night and he is definitely going to get divorced, and once again he said that now I have to hurry up, he was hoping we would be together by December!!!!! When I said no way he said, I should be able to make it for next summer. Some comments irritate me though, something like “I wont wait a life time you know”.
Well I guess I will have to write to him and I will let you know how everything is going!
Thank you again!
Love
Ari

You sound much stronger and better, and a lot
less confused. It makes me happy to see your post.
Sometimes I think, as complex as people are, it is
no surprise at all that they have difficulties with
each other. What is surprising is that people get
together at all! It can take a long time to really
get to know someone. Perhaps you never truly do...
Stand firm against the pressure, you must be the one
in control. I really picked up on the comment you
mentioned, “I wont wait a life time you know”. Isn't
the opposite what you say to the one you truly love?
That you WOULD wait a lifetime just to be with them?
I don't mean to sow doubt here, the comment just
annoyed me.
Hugs,