There's a Stranger in my house...
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| Fri, 08-20-2010 - 9:08am |
H & I were reminiscing about the way things use to be. Then a favorite song came on the radio by Tamia~Stranger In My House. He said back then you use to LOVE me when that song came out. That I loved him with everything I had. I sat back looked out the window and agreed with him. I wondered where did that woman go? I have to find my way back to him. Then Ap creeps up in my mind and I'm just ugh......
There's a stranger in my house
It took a while to figure out
There's no way you could be who you say you are
You gotta be someone else
Cuz she wouldn't touch me like that
And she wouldn't treat me like you do
She would adore me, she wouldn't ignore me
So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house
I spoke with AP yesterday and although I haven't said it yet he feels in his heart that I want to end it. He said one day he'll do me the favor and do it himself because he doesn't want to hurt anymore. It sucks being on the fence and I have to make a decision soon for my own sanity. I'm reaching for Summers end, lets see...

It sounds like your H can feel the change in you probably brought about by your AP.It could be time to end the A and work on your M.It also seems like your H knows you closely enough to recognize it.Thats what love is,my dear!
Wanted to add: Your AP is S and is probably killing his time with you till a better option comes up.Not worth the ache,IMO.
All the best.
Edited 8/20/2010 10:23 am ET by chick2010