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| Thu, 05-13-2004 - 12:39pm |
Red, this is to you........ I want to thank you for the great advice of just backing off and letting him come to me if/when he wanted. He has. This week there have been serious hints that he wants to see me and he even asked me this morning if I would go with him sometime this summer to some rodeos...........to which I replied, only IF it's somewhere good!!! So I think him coming back to me is inevitable. But after everything I said, I can see where he doesn't know where he really stands with me. I haven't completely taken the bait, I just can't take that leap right now. But he has come by for a hug one afternoon, and he tells me that I am in his thoughts every minute. I finally got up the courage yesterday to ask him if he read all those nasty things I said that day....he said , yes, all of it, every word. I asked him if that was one of the times that I pissed him off and he said, no, not really. Maybe since the blow up came on the heels of me telling him how much he meant to me, made him come to some sort of realization. I still have no clue what it is, but, I do know that I am in his mind and his heart ..... and yesterday he admitted his carnal thoughts.....lol Thanks for your wisdom and for you help. It is appreciated.
Altho, I cannot come to this sight as much as I would like to, I still consider each of you friends and confidantes. It's been hard these past few weeks, I guess I felt like a whinner and just didn't really want to admit the pain I was going thru. Not even to myself.
Thanks you guys!
Kitty
