Things not going good ! Destiny ?

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Registered: 03-05-2004
Things not going good ! Destiny ?
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Thu, 04-29-2004 - 4:05pm
I have been on hold since D is in the works ! I broke and called him, told him how I felt about his no contact. Told him I would let him go if that is what he wanted. He promised to call me in 5 days. 5 days was up 3 days ago. He has never broken a promise to me. I was ready to give up ! Then a friend at work stoped me and asked me this morning if I had heard what happened to my MM's daughter? He told me that she had broken her leg and the bone was sticking right out through the skin! She had been in the hospital for 3 days! There you go! The reason he didn't call me! Or was it? I guess his wife has been home from work because of it. Everything that could go wrong to keep us apart seems to be happening! I feel so bad for my love. Friend said he is not doing good at all. I don't know what to do. I can't help him get through this stuff! My hands are tied. This is killing me . Any thoughts or prayers to help please send I need someone to understand how I feel. thanks!
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Registered: 03-05-2004
Fri, 04-30-2004 - 7:09pm
I just can't give up on this. I know it is going to be so hard but I know what is true. More people are telling me that my mm is looking so ragged and worn out. If I don't show him that I can withstand the test of time ,he would think I did not truely love him ! With all of this stuff he is going through with this major change in his life I have to give alot ! I have to remain in the background just being there incase he needs me ! This is my love of my life. I will never love again! So nothing to lose with the wait. I should know soon. He will call me. He has to miss me ! If it was me on the other end I know what I would be feeling.
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Registered: 11-21-2003
Fri, 04-30-2004 - 9:26pm
hi just wanted to ask can you send him an email and let him know you are thinking about hinm and if he needs to talk that you are available? and of course send him your love?

just a thought

SB

 Seeburg    

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Registered: 03-05-2004
Fri, 04-30-2004 - 9:50pm
Wish I could! He doesn't have e-mail. I can tell a mutual friend at work to tell him though and I think I will! Nothing to lose! The friend knows only that I care about my MM. At least that is all I think he knows! But at least MM will know that I still care!

Thanks!
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Registered: 03-05-2004
Sat, 05-01-2004 - 2:55am
positive thoughts please! I hope this is the right thing to do. going with my heart on this one. He said he had me on hold not good-bye. I am hoping that his luck is changing right now and money issues are being met. I know I am the love of his life. So it is the other things pulling him down. I just wish he could find someone to finance his house. His wife has wrecked his credit so bad that no one will help him. He has been waiting for answer from one place. There has got to be more options if this one falls through!
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Registered: 09-16-2003
Sat, 05-01-2004 - 9:37am
hi honey. I am so sorry for you and MM. You stay strong. I am sending you some ++++++ vibes and some of my special magic powers. I hope he is out of the woods soon. I wish i could share some of my joy with you. Take care.
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Registered: 03-05-2004
Sat, 05-01-2004 - 2:21pm
Thanks big bunches! It is a comfort knowing you are out there watching and caring!