Time to go

iVillage Member
Registered: 06-17-2010
Time to go
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Tue, 08-10-2010 - 6:28am

It's time for me to move to the EAS board - I've decided to end it all - mostly because I've had enough -


Enough of making him a priority when I am only an option


Enough of analyzing every conversation, text or email and he doesn't even have the courtesy to respond


Enough of accepting that he is busier than me


Enough agonizing that his feelings are as wrapped up as mine


Enough of his renting free space in my head


Enough being a person I never thought I would be


Enough with crying more than laughing


Enough obsessing over him - and neglecting important parts of my life


Enough sadness, tears, anxiety, and shame


Enough is just enough.


I wish you all the best - whatever that means for you - for me it is time to stop carrying my phone with me to the bathroom and to bed so I don't miss one single text or email -


it is freedom.


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iVillage Member
Registered: 07-29-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Tue, 08-10-2010 - 8:35am

Amen!


Im right there with you!


Turning over a new leaf and getting back to ME!


I wish you nothing but the best on your new path to peace.


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Registered: 03-29-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Tue, 08-10-2010 - 9:23am

Good luck sweetie... I hope your life turns out just the way you want it to! You are taking control right now - and good for you!

Hugs ♥

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iVillage Member
Registered: 03-30-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Tue, 08-10-2010 - 4:09pm

Hi Lellibee,


I wish you all the best! I admire your strength and hope you remain strong in NC. I guess we all reach a point where we are tired & know that its time to let it all go. Some sooner then others but none the less all the best now and always.


 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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iVillage Member
Registered: 08-01-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Tue, 08-10-2010 - 4:19pm

Best of luck to you. lellibee.

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-26-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Tue, 08-10-2010 - 4:37pm
Yay!
iVillage Member
Registered: 07-23-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Wed, 08-11-2010 - 5:49pm
lellibee...you articulated very well exactly what I have been thinking, but haven't been able to put into words. I'm right there with you.