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Tired :(
| Mon, 07-26-2010 - 2:21pm |
I'm just feeling really worn down lately, some of which is due to my A.
| Mon, 07-26-2010 - 2:21pm |
I'm just feeling really worn down lately, some of which is due to my A.
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I'm with you today Jane. Monday's tend to suck because I usually wait till the end of the day for his call or I break down and contact him. I worry that he didn't text me back right away, he hasn't called yet, is he going to call. What happened over the weekend? Should I text him? Do I text him too much. And I know he is not doing any of these things. He's confident that I am here. Should he decide to text or call I will answer. I always want to hear from him.
I'm tired too.
Hi jane,
Just want to send you big hugs that are feeling so down. I think that being in an A does make us think a lot more than usual. I am also a worrier just like my mother so you are not alone.
I have spent the best part of the weekend trying to understand why I can't seem to let go of AP, and know that wanting to stay friends with him is because I don't want him to dissapear from my life.
I worry about things that I have no reason to worry about LOL. Real life is not a bed of roses and like you said
Jane, Ali & Chechi - I am right there with you! My AP has real life stuff going on right now...so I am on the back burner! And it sucks! I am in this for an escape...to get away from RL, so a little more time before RL crept in would have been nice.
I don't know what I want from this either...or why I am doing this! I too wish I could turn back the clock to just two years ago - before all this happened with our son - and I became SO stressed out over all of that. I wish I
Ugh...if I wasn't tired before...Texted with AP today. Things have been going fairly well so getting toward the end of the day I send him a light message...boom...the shoe drops. Terrible weekend, and bad fight with the W he said. Not sure he can make it through.
HUH????
So we chat for a few minutes...he is actually thinking this is it. He may leave! I'm in awe! After all the mushy stuff on facebook!
Anyway...not to hijack your post. BUt man....I am exhausted of all this. DO I lay low? Do I let him talk? Do I listen? He's in a foul mood as to be expected. Where does that leave us?
3 weeks up...3 months down. That's our pattern.
Tired tired tired.
Thanks fo the hugs, ali.
Loulou---That sounds so much like me.
Hi jane,
hope you have a great day, bed time for me in England my day has been and gone LOL
I hate being a worrier so know exactly how you feel and I agree that growing up in that environment can't help but have an impact on you.
The funny thing about me is I
LOL Jane! I can always count on you to give me a laugh when I need one:-)
Too tired to think of anything witty to post...will wake up tomorrow and do Tuesday and it's already not shaping up to be a good day...
Hope you have a great one though!
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