Congrats on the NC email you sent him and I hope you stick to it and remain strong to your resolve. I can only imagine it will be hard because after all it is an addiction and the withdrawals are awful but if you are determined to do this then I have all the hope in the world that you can. I'm not at your stage yet but I know I have to end it and I'm reading and doing some soul searching to find the strength.
I mean how much longer can I continue putting all this energy in a man that will never be mine? We are not going anywhere, we have no future and I'm jeapardizing everything for what? I need to go cold turkey but I'm taking it one day at a time.
Lots of (((hugs))) janejosie, I know the greiving you're going through right now.
I had a long answer written out here earlier and the computer just went off!
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Hi Jane Josie,
Congrats on the NC email you sent him and I hope you stick to it and remain strong to your resolve. I can only imagine it will be hard because after all it is an addiction and the withdrawals are awful but if you are determined to do this then I have all the hope in the world that you can. I'm not at your stage yet but I know I have to end it and I'm reading and doing some soul searching to find the strength.
I mean how much longer can I continue putting all this energy in a man that will never be mine? We are not going anywhere, we have no future and I'm jeapardizing everything for what? I need to go cold turkey but I'm taking it one day at a time.
Much peace & Love,
Rayne
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