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|Fri, 08-24-2012 - 9:51pm|
I've been on a rollercoaster of emotions...Is this a super special relationship or just a beginning of an end of a relationship. Tonight he calls me (like usual). he tells me how much he misses he. How we didn't get to see each other the last 2 days. We work together and did but not as much as usual. we usully spend most of the day together but yesterday I had an off-site meeting that took most of the day and today he left erly for personal time. He did come back in for a mutual meeting.
He said how much he missed me and "wanted to know one thing. If I missed him too". I said yes but "it is what is is and italk to my friends (you) about this and I have to accept things as they are". He said "No it has to change. I can't live missing you as much as I do". OK...i don't know how much I should believe this as much as I want to
I still live in the throws of "its such a different specil relationship" to " Its juts an affair and i just supplementhis real love relationship with his wife"