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| Wed, 09-02-2009 - 3:24pm |
Hi again. I have been here before...its been a few months. A recap of my story - meet my AP about a year ago. We knew each other from the past but it had been about 15 years. We coicidentally were out at a bar on the same night (he's living with someone with a 3 year old son, I'm married with a daughter). Never in a million years would I have expected to be into him but wow, sparks flew the instant we saw each other and so it began. We talk on e-mail every week but mostly very sexual messages, a few phone calls and have seen each other about 7 times over the year - its amazing when we are together - so much in common, hours of chatting, lots of fun and physically so good as well. I felt like I missed out on him many years ago.
Its been a roller coaster ride for me - very emotional. Because we don't see each other alot and our texting

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Hi Lost:
thanks for the offer to chat off the boards - are stories are so similiar, I was hoping to get your perspective on how you got out of it. I admire you for respecting yourself and deciding to move on. I need to get there too. The e-mail option doesn't work when I try from the boards though.
Hi Kel,
Sorry, Ok you should now be able to e-mail me.
Wow, I am still struggling...I hate all this wasted emotion. He texted me on Friday morning - my heart skipped a beat when I turned on my blackberry and saw his message. Like an idiot, I texted him back - nothing clingy but the same sentiments he sent to me and that I missed him (duh, how quickly I have forgotten about the "baby news" and how mad I should be). No text back. But that's normal. On Saturday, I thought of him and sent him an e-mail...again, carefully thinking about my words but just letting him know how I feel and no response...4 days later. My mind wanders to thoughts of him holding his newborn and how I really know nothing about his life.
CARIBU
I relate to your up and down feelings... excited to be with him only to be let down a few days. Wish you the best
Hi kelugirl,
I feel your pain. I am
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