Too little too late too soon
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Too little too late too soon
| Thu, 02-12-2004 - 10:42am |
Aren't those the lyrics (or nearly) to a song from the 70's. So wierd things are happening in my house. MM is still there --- he moves on this weekend, and he and H are together all day alone while I'm at the office. MM was sneaking little touches and glances that I loved, but those have already stopped (has it only been two days). I'm thinking as he and H become closer, he's starting to feel the heat. So I'm starting to feel the chill. Last night after H went to bed, I reached over just to stroke his arm. He never even looked up. Wow... just like H! I'm beginning to think I'd have been better off with a 1-night stand. Not so hard on the ego. Aren't I feeling sorry for myself this morning. Pitiful isn't it? Do these things always cycle this quickly? I can't decide if it's my normal insecurity (made worse by the circumstances), or if it really is already cooling. I'm great at giving out pat answers but not so great at taking my own advise. Sorry.. just need to vent.

saturday, it could be all those things you mentioned or none of them.
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