A tough day....
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A tough day....
| Tue, 04-27-2004 - 10:46am |
I am having a bad day and feeling down. I got short with OM on the phone this morning, giving him a hard time when he wanted to get off so he could get some work done. I miss him when we aren't together and we have had very limited time together since he transferred offices so when he wanted to get off the phone this morning I got irritated because I miss him. I really want to see him but I don't know when I'll be able to with our schedules both being so full right now. This is so hard sometimes!
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I'm feeling your pain right now. It's hard to not be with them. I don't know your whole story, but I'm one of the singles...and a newbie. It's very hard to know that they have so much more going on than we do.
I wish I could tell you it's all going to be okay, but I won't be that naive. I will tell you that I know that our mm do care about us, even if they tick us off sometimes.
I'm having a tough day as well. Haven't talked to mine since yesterday evening. He didn't call this morning, like he usually does. Lately I get the impression he's feeling guilty, but doesn't really want to tell me. He knows this would hurt me, and he doesn't want to do that. But I wish he would at least talk to me.
Hang in there...I got snippy with P last week, simply out of frustration, and he didn't worry anything about it.
BIG HUG to you!!!
LM227
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P is an accountant, so the last 4 months have been hell. However, he's always made time for me. I have been crying for about the last hour though, because he hasn't called today, and also hasn't responded to my e-mail I sent him this morning. He started getting a guilty conscience yesterday, but considering we haven't slept together yet, I don't feel like he's got much to feel guilty about. He went through this a few months ago, after he kissed me for the first time. But he got over it in a few days. I'm just about to come out of my skin right now, though, because I'm worried that he will feel so guilty that he will end our A, even though he's miserable at home. He and W haven't slept in the same bed since she got pregnant over a year ago. If something is going on that is making him upset, I just wish he would talk to me about it. I hate being in the dark, and I hate not knowing when/if I'm going to hear from him, especially since he's been so consistent for the last 7+ months.
Sorry, I'm rambling, but I'm tired of crying and had to get it all out. Thanks for listening. I'm hoping both our mm's come around today and make us feel appreciated, especially yours. You sound like you need it.
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