The trouble with MM loving his W too...
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The trouble with MM loving his W too...
| Fri, 11-07-2003 - 1:30pm |
So my H is working all night, which would make it very convenient for MM and I to get together after work. When I mention the scenario I've concocted, which is that MM tell his W that he's going to our local pro basketball team's home game tonight, he tells me that they have plans.
I understand that he has commitments to his family and that yes, he still "goes out on dates" with his W. And I really do understand why I can't come first. But I want
to just scream, "Seeing ME should be most important!!" And the knowledge that I'm being petty and completely selfish is eating me up even more than the actual situation.
It's not fair. And right now I just don't feel like being rational and mature. I'm going to go wallow in self-pity now, and then I'll get over it and be back to my usual self. Good thing I'm a smoker, lol....my temporary fix! Sigh.

sorry you're not happy and feel free to wallow in self-pity. better yet, have a pity party for yourself and smoke alot!!
cheer up honey. MM will be back around soon.
gurl
He has to go. He has no choice sometimes. He has to keep her happy. He has to keep her happy and things normal so he can be with you too. You know about her. She doesn't know about you! She was already in the picture! You weren't so it's easier to tell you no. It's not fair and, yes, dam him for ever picking the W. I mean, you would think that would be the point of the A., but that's just how things are when he loves both.