trying to be Madonna
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trying to be Madonna
| Wed, 01-28-2004 - 10:54pm |
Madonna did it easily why can't I? I am M and looking to start an EMA with my personal trainer. Our workouts have become so sexual that I forget about how hard I'm really working out which is doing great things for me. I have in so many ways told him that I want to have an EMA with him but I don't know if he is trying to avoid the reality of it or just plain clueless that I will not say no to him.
For instance...while he was leaving the other night he told me not to move and shut the lights off (we work out of my house). I could hear him moving towards me slowly but then he backed up and turned the lights back on and said he had to leave. I also called him one night after a long night of hanging with friends and bluntly asked him over. He said no...but the next time he came over he said he regretted his decision and was only being a gentlemen b/c he was sober.
So why is he not taking my advances like I want him to? Should I call again or wait it out and enjoy the chase. But the chase is driving me nuts.
I have thought a lot about the consequences and made my decision that I want to do this. Now what?

hi temptinghim and welcome to the board!
honey, madonna can do it because she's madonna!
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