Don't call him, don't email him, stir up your feelings, remember something that you never liked about him, remember times when you felt lonely and hurt because of him, remember all the harm this A did to you and to your M!
Stay strong, he does not deserve you!
I am about to change my name to Angry Vivacious Girl, that's how mad I am at this whole stupid A thing, that made me feel so small and insignificant. Every time I start to soften up, I remind myself that my xAP was nothing special. Nothing. Not even that good in bed.
Hey, I loved the picture:) I have moments of betraying weakness...my heart starts to ache for him, then I pull myself back together. NC day #4. The longest we've been in NC was 5 days about 3 months ago, and somehow I think if I will make it over 5 days, it will get easier. I start to miss him, damn it. I broke NC last time..now I think if I would not have done it, I'd be over him by now. I love him and I hate him, hate this nagging feeling of emptiness inside...but I will make it through!!
Hang in there.
NO!!!!! DON'T!!!!
Don't call him, don't email him, stir up your feelings, remember something that you never liked about him, remember times when you felt lonely and hurt because of him, remember all the harm this A did to you and to your M!
Stay strong, he does not deserve you!
I am about to change my name to Angry Vivacious Girl, that's how mad I am at this whole stupid A thing, that made me feel so small and insignificant. Every time I start to soften up, I remind myself that my xAP was nothing special. Nothing. Not even that good in bed.
I wish I had your strength to make a decision myself, to do what's right and best for your family and for yourself.
are you currently happy in your marriage?
"I remind myself that my xAP was nothing special. Nothing. Not even that good in bed."
Yikes!
Hey, I loved the picture:)
I have moments of betraying weakness...my heart starts to ache for him, then I pull myself back together.
NC day #4. The longest we've been in NC was 5 days about 3 months ago, and somehow I think if I will make it over 5 days, it will get easier. I start to miss him, damn it. I broke NC last time..now I think if I would not have done it, I'd be over him by now.
I love him and I hate him, hate this nagging feeling of emptiness inside...but I will make it through!!
(((Hugs)))
Angry Vivacious